yours truly, ;D

From Blogspot to TUMBLR!

2009-05-29T16:26:00.000-07:00

I will no longer use this. SO don't even bother lookin it up. And sorry, no more update for you nosey people. Plus those blog entries i posted were toooooo much of a DRAMA! how emo, i just realized. HAA! So look me up on Tumblr. (=

daaaane.tumblr.com
if you still want to bare w/ my life story. hehe.

Massive breakdown

2009-05-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

I don't wanna go to Prom anymore. Just seeking for a dress makes me more depress. I don't even have money to buy one! Even if i do, i'd kiss ass and ask my "dad" eww. For the sake of it though? No thank you. He doesn't even give a fuck about how am i doing in school & what not. Maybe when he sees my grades cus they're never good. Blah! You don't even care if they are. Not even a consolation prize or at least "keep up the good work, nak". Fuck that. You show me no love, so i'll return you the favor. That's what you want, right? Then there it is. Go be happy with your life. Whatever it is.

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Speaking of my Father, let's vent while it shall we? So today is his pay check. Tell me why, he went to the mall and buy clothes for him & his daughter & his wife even they don't really need em. WTF. While us here, doesn't trip offa that, but food because that is what we need! Come on now. How selfish can you guys get? Ahhh, fuck. It's a shame that you're even my father. Dare calling you "FATHER". I've never felt love from you. Not even show it, at least. Ohwell. Who am i to talk shit about you like this? Especially straight up vulgar this shit out in public. I'm just one of your 12345678 kids. I don't even know how many we are. Exactly how many, though?

fck this shit. i'm through talkin venting you over this. now feel special. "/

I'm seriously drained out of my head. Too tired. So exhausted. Super DRAINED! ugh, i hate it!
k late. peace, green peas (x

Fuck a Prom Date!

2009-04-27T23:56:00.001-07:00

YEAH!
I am going to prom. YASSSS! (= Lol. Thanks to Agustin Martinez. Man, that big boy! He do reallly love me. Pwuahah, thanks bestest! Where the hell do you get your dinero from? You a pimp or something? Haha. Anyways, i still need a dress. FUCK! Bby bought her dress already. HA, hella changed her mind to go to Prom though. I needa a dress! Prom's next week, mygah! Its soooooo frustrating just thinking about it. But i'm anxious. One thing i gotta worry is, how tha fuck am i gonna get there? Idnt have enough moolah for a party bus or a limo to share with a friend. I'm fawked. Ineeda start kissing people's asses to take me there. Eww. Ohwell. Just for a night, &it'll be worth it. Hopefully. Ohkay, i'm tooo tired to blog and i'm cold. Ohh &plus, i'm coughin like a storm. Gross! K, i'm out!

"all i need in this life of sin, is me and my boyfriend. (me & my boyfriend)
down the ride 'till the very end, me and my boyfriend."

imiss my KRAM >:|

xoxo, ;D

KABOOM!

2009-04-25T16:09:00.000-07:00

I have nothing to say at all. But i'm still blogging. EH! This whole week's been chill for me. But expenses i have to pay and what not. Ugh, fuckin senior year is expensive as fuck! Mygah. I haven't ordered my cap & gown, jacket, and yearbook. UGH! Plus PROM? K, let's talk bout prom. AUGIE! He is buying MY ticket for me. HA, what a nice best friend of mine(x Lol. But yea, idk yet. Cus ihave to fuckin buy a dress just so i could go. And i have to pay off my book bill. And i don't evenkno how much i have to pay. BLAH! Prom is around the corner, yiikes! I'm tempted that I needa go. Fuckin Augie though. But yea, i love him for being so concerned. HAH!

kbye. FMFL
i needa get away from these devils.

Never

2009-04-20T23:54:00.000-07:00

would I ever thought how brutal guys are.

S H A M E .

So I finally have a fone but still has no line. Haha, ikno right? It's all good. Once I get my paycheck, i'll put a line. Idk when though. Right now, i'm tryna convince my sister to share plan with her. She said, "we'll see" so, I think I have a chance but idn't wanna rely. Yamsayin? haha. Lesson learned x{ So hmm. Idnt really have nothing to say. I still feel kinna fever-ish. Blah! I hate it.

4/20 ; what's the big of a deal? get high you fools. go and kill ya lungs out! make tha best out of it! gogogo! haha.

I stay above the influence. Forsurely. c(=

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Went to school lookin grimmey. Gross, yucky, ewwy. Ugh. Grimmey days though. Iddntgaf. Hot ass day today yo! My butts warm & i'm sleepy -_- haa! My eyelids are falling!
So during SSR , Mr. Gold was MIA. Family probs iguess. Cus irembered he told us bout his dying some relative.. so yea we got a Sub -Mr. Harrison. Ddn't do much during SSR &3rd. 4th, just finished the movie we were watching. Lunch, tha usual; freeload! haha. 5th, talked about some assembly we're going to present about Tolerance. 6th, roamed a bit, played DD2 on my sk, then got caught. Haha. Good thing Mr. Nich wasn't in tha mood, as usual he was falling asleep. So he called me up and sat next to him and taught me some lesson. I actually learned! Thanks, Mr, Nich! ;D haha. After school, went straight home cus I thought me and my sisters are going to the mall. Iguess not, she got a headache. Pfft!
Mark came over. Surprised me! Iliked it! haha. (= Ohkay then, i'm out. gnite! Ohyea, wait. Tomorrow is star testing fa 9-11 grades. haaa, sucka's. Seniors don't have to take SS. So we get to go to school at 10:30 wewt-wewt! :DD lol, kbye!

xoxo, ;D

Shoot me

2009-04-19T21:58:00.000-07:00

UGH. So i've been sick and i hate it. I still am actually. OHMEHGAH. Guess what? Today, my "dad" (eww) woke me up@ 7 am, early in tha fuckin morning to like switch up w/ my sister to watch over my Lolo. Fawk, ijust could'nt say "damn, i'm fuckin sick, can't you tell, do you mind?" shiet! Hella killed me even more. Now, i'm hella drowsing and what not. I feel like my head's bouta drop. Shit man. Can someone gimme me a pill to make me fall asleep? So anyways, stayed in tha hospital for 13 straight long hours! For tha record, that was super long! Gah. I hate hospitals. But i gotta bare with what my responsibility is too, yakno. Man. It's so hard being old. Seriously. I just realized what my Grandpa is going through. Being sick, feeling sick, ill, and all that symptoms. Its hard especially seeing my Lolo like that. I'm not used to it. Cus i see him strong and happy. What happened? I feel bad. I hate seeing him like that, struggling and having trouble breathing. Shit. Idon't wanna say no more.

OHH one more thing, there is this one patient, she was black, and like every hour or every 30 minutes, she screams for help. I heard she said, "I just wanna die here. DIE! DIE! DIE!"
Man, how sad. I feel really bad. Seriously man. Ugh.
Oh Glory of being old!

x{

i'm out. gnite.

xoxo, ;D

2009-04-17T20:03:00.000-07:00

Boyfriend got the hand me down sklx from a friend today but has no line. So iguess, i'll stick with prepaid for now. Once i get my paycheck though xD Thanks boy! (= You know it.

Hmmkay. So today, iddnt go to school. Didn't feel like it. So biie picked me up and went to his house and chill and yea. ;) 'Twas a good time being with him the whole time. We didn't argue. Had a little talk and had some good ass laughs. Man, iddn't wanna leave. But boy has to go to work. So his boss, Ryan picked us up. Before they drop me off, we passed by Ray's house but he wasn't there. Good thing we say his sister, Regina w/ her bf Mark. I waved at her but i guess she ddnt see me. HA! So yea, then, Ryan told Regina to just pick him up later when they come back. So Ryan and Babiie dropped me off. Gah, that was a rush. I hated that part, especially! BOOOOO! But ohwells, it was worth it =D Thanks for a good day, B! I love you.

"you are happy when someone loves you but you are strong when you have someone to love"

_Meriel-Chan.

xoxo, ;D

40 Months!

2009-04-16T22:50:00.000-07:00

Ohw dddddamn!
Happy happy
Joy joy.

I am
overjoyed.

thanks for making it
happen boy!
so glad we made
it this far.
phew.

I love you , biie! = D

yeaaaaaaaaa, that's pretty much it.

xoxo, ;D

2009-04-14T15:33:00.000-07:00

Cramps starts now! Shiet. My period is killing me like a biatch! Feels like there's something hangin on my ass! 8)
So Spring Break is over. Damn iddnt want it to end. Time passes by soooooo fast! Maaan, going back to school from break was a hectic. I wasnt feeling it. Yucky, ewwy. But seeing my friends made it a lil' different (= I am glad. Didn't do much though. During lunch, me and bby went to FilAm's Officer meeting. Boy it felt weird. It was our first time in a long time since we last went! haaa, it was kinna awkward right when we came inside. Haa, blah! So yea, since we ddnt go to some occassions and we missed the Retreat, we have duties to do. Man what a great relief! Ha. Thanks a lot. So yea, didn't do much today is pretty chill. The wind blows helllla hard though! I was having goosebumps the whole day 'till now! Jst cus iwore a half sleeve shirt. Blecch! Ohkaybye, off to SJ now! Toodles(;

2009-04-13T16:56:00.000-07:00

Hii. so fuck, i've been tryin to get my fone! It's been what, 4 days now? Friday supposed to be the day but fuck too many excuses so much stress! I feel devastated. Damn, why is this shit happening to me? Is it because i don't deserve to have a fone? Just a fuckin fone. Damn, just damn. This shit's aggravating me to tha fullest!

Ohh, my boyfriend told me that i have to wait 6 mothafuckin months to get a fone cus his mom added a new line to their plan a month ago. &tha customer service said they don't allow to add another one more after 6months. So fck i have to wait 6months??? Hell to the mothafucking NO! Shit. I've been lead on. So wtf, iwon't take that shit anymore. Worst thing is, idnt wanna rely on him anymore.. No more of that and none. I have tha money, so why not just buy me, myself my own right? Shiet. Fuck it, fuck that, fuck fuckin fuck! UGH. i'm out yo!

2009-04-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

Shitty day today, i must say. Why? Cus i ddnt get my fone. So again, another tragic fail. Sick and tired of expecting something. UGH, idnt even wanna talk about it. I'm done! Here are some pictures to make up for today. Otaaybye!

Adorable.

Grimey.

Stands for 'Bebang.Kat.Kristine' [imissyou ladies!] =/

xoxo, ;D

Hopeful

2009-04-11T01:18:00.000-07:00

there is no double L on HOPEFUL, right? Or is there? fck, whatever..

Here I go again, blogging at 1 in tha morning. Can someone knock me tha fck down?!
=|
Today, (yesterday actually) I was 'supposed' to get my fone. Like FINALLY. yaknoow? But fuck it was all a mess. F A I L. I've been waiting for 2 weeks. At least. I woke up at 8:30 to be exact, anxious. Cus shiet, i'm supaa excited to get my fone like shiet, seriously, i am finally having a fone! Big deal for me nigga! My hopes were hella over tha top. HIGH.So after i hopped off tha showa, called mark while gettin ready. Asshole's just waking up. WTF duuuuuude, you were the one who told me to wake up early in tha fuckin morning cause we have errans to do before anything else. Ugh, so that's a great way to excite me more! yea, thanks a lot. -_- I felt upset but just a little.
asdfghjkl; yada yada. So i got ready; this, that, &stuff. Called him after an hour &guess what? He's still not gettin up! UUGGGGGGGGH. Aggravating tha shit outta me. > _ < "
Him & his lame ass excuses. Won't ya tell me straight up whatever it is you tryna say. So he made it hard for me. Fuckin asshole. I swear i could just fucking cuss, in my mind, to tha fullest! ugh! so anyways, after we talked, i locked myself cus i was too upset to face tha fact that today isn't tha day, so fuck it, i cried & cried & cried 'till i fall asleep. My sister told me when i woke up, i was crying histerically. Wtf, haaa! I soo hella expected today is tha day that me & my fone meet. But fuck, what a tragic fail. I ddn't get out of my room for hours, 'till i woke up. Ohwell, tomorrow again. We'll see. My friends knoes i am gettin my fone today! Shit. They might've think i'm lying but who cares. I am not. They can suck my nuts, i will get my fone! haaa! Well things comes up yaknooo. Like what they all say, "Expect the Unexpected." I expected the WORST, ahaa!
What a fail though, huh? Blah! Gnite.

Things gets worst before they get better.

xoxo, ;D

Chasing Pavements

2009-04-08T19:37:00.000-07:00

"should i give up or should i keep on chasing pavements"

whass good, cruel world ?
today was a ohk day. Didn't do much. Woke up at noon, did chores, watched a movie, and chilled 'till 4 then got ready to go to San Jose. Waited for my sister to pick us up but she ddnt call. I thought to myself, we're not going anymore. SO YAAAAAAAS! Had the chance to go to Rona's party, but fck, it was a fail. Ohwells.

OHMAN, me and my sister been fighting constantly. Like foreal, i be all up bitchin her all the time. omfg, i am supaaa bad >:| shiet. i feel bad. Sorry Chan. I Love You but fuck, i'm just plain meany >=) evil, if ya think. LOL!

I am a bored photographer. No wait, scratch that, i am not a photographer.

My niece always looks at these piggy everytime i bring her into the kitchen ;) hella cute!

Grocery List+Magnetize Calendar. *Kudos to Meriel fa writing the needs(=

xoxo, ;Daaaane.

Completely ABSURD!

2009-04-06T20:47:00.000-07:00

Internet is finally working :D Its been years! Gah, it took that fat-ass to pay for the cable. Wtfawk she's too broke.

Anyways, I have been thinking too much this past couple of days. I have hella in my mind, brain is functioning. I feel like i can type 'till my fingers bleed and 'till my brain shuts off. So here i go, lemme shoot it!

First and for most, i have been waiting for the day i get my fone! [hihihih, laughin maniacally. lol] But fuck, takin damn long though :| Hurry already! I hate borrowing my sisters' fone or her bf's; it is so annoying! Haaa. It really is. It is sucha drag, it feels like a bummer. My gah! So i want my own, NOOOOW! Hmmps. So ohwk. I missed 5 straight days of bloggin &pleasuring ya'll nosy ass holagins [= The reason is, internet wasn't working. I think i explained myself right from tha start, ddnt I? hmmk then. Well life right now is so dragging! Not cool. Ain't feeling like livin it for a moment. Not at least for a while. Shit. I have been stressing. It's like over tha TOP! This is serious stress. I think i'm turning into a Bipolar now. -___- Shiiiet, maybe i am. OMG! I hope not though. Whatever. So hmm.. , i feel like everyone around me is peer pressuring me! Its aggravating tha shit outta me. My system just wanna stop functioning &i just wanna bang my head hella times on the wall over and over and over and over again ... Family issues; it never seems to go away! School; my senior yr., +friends['best friend'] +credits +cahsee+fuckin a lot more!!! Shit. I feel like tha world is slowly eating me alive! I just wished that time would go faster i ddnt wish to eat me whole! ugh, annoying crap. FMYMOTHAFL! Won't just someone shoot me in tha head? Or run me over? Or stabb me in tha back? Anyway, just for me to die. I don't understand why we have to suffer & go through shit, still at the end of everything, we all die. I get the point that we make diffference and shit but fuck, its fucking irritating! Argh! Here I go again, complaining. I needa preach. I have to go to church, seriously now. I HAVE TO CHANGE THIS HABIT. I am so over hearing myself. This and that, yada blah! Fuckinfuck. I feel bad for myself now. I know after i post this, and then read it, i'd feel bad&fell sooooooo stupid after. Gah, see how life makes me miserable? I feel like shit. Hahha. Ohwk now, enough with tha drama-rama.Just barew ith me. Lemme fill you up with some joyfulness part of my life, haaaaa! Whoever you are reading this, enjoy ya life&love everyone who matters to you around :D S M I L E

OH! This was a late blog though. I thought I posted it, but then i guess i pressed save now instead. Haaa! So Kristine, Ma nigga, here ya go! something for you to read(= I loveyou& Imissyou ma nigga! I can't wait 'till friday, let's kiiiiiiiiick it! :D can't wait to ease tha madness away, tha stress and alluh that. lol.

*here are some pictures from my 1st day of Spring Break, &JOY! [:

My auntie drove us @Ocean beach with Lolo (Isabel&I;)

I Heart M meaning, I love Mark (=

My sister were tanning&igot a sunburn -___-

&we saw hella seaguls flyin around &we saw this one sitting pretty. aha

gnite!

kbye!

xoxo, ;D

disaster

2009-04-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

Fuck my father, please! I fuckin hate him! Asswipe annoys the fuck outta me. FUCKFACE!

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Edit; cus i've been lagging. Fawk!

kbye.

Best I Ever Had

2009-03-31T15:33:00.000-07:00

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down everytime i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the best i ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
I say you the fucking.

Know you got a roommate
Call me when its no one there
Put the key under the mat
And you know I'll be over there
(Yup) I'll be over there
Shawty, I'll be over there
I'll be hitting all the spots that u ain't even know was there
Ha. And you ain't even have to ask twice
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustom to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life
Sweat pants, hair tied, chilling with no make up on
Thats when your the prettiest
I hope that you don take it wrong
You don't even trip when friends say you ain't bringing Drake along
You know that I'm working I'll be there soon as I make it home
And she a patient in my waiting room
Never pay attention to them rumors and what they assume
And until them girls prove it
I'm the one to Never get confused with Cause.

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down everytime i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the best i ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
I say you the fucking.

Sex, Love, ~~Pain~~
Baby I be on that tank shit
Buzz so big i could prolly sell a blank disk
When my album drop
Bitches will buy it for the picture
And niggas will buy it too and claim they got it for they sister
Magazine paper girl
But money ain't the issue
They bring dinner to my room and ask me to initial
She call me the referee
Cause I be so official
My shirt ain't got no stripes but I can make yo pussy whistle
Like the Andy Griffith theme song
And who told you to put them jeans on
double cup love
You the one i lean on
Feeling for a fix then you should really get yo pheen on
Yea just know my condo is the crack spot
Every single show she out there repping like a mascot
Get it from the back
And make yo fucking bra strap pop
All up in yo slot until the nigga hit the jackpots

Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

Cause she hold me down everytime i hit her up.
When i get right i promise that we gon live it up.
She make me beg for it till she give it up.
And I say the same thing every single time.

I say you the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the fucking best.
You the best i ever had.
Best I ever had.
Best I ever had.
I say you the fucking.

'Cus he the fuckin best! :D I am super glad I have you boy!

Iloveyou, Mark! You're going to prom with me, mmkay?

Anyhow, today was lame. Nothen else more to say. gooblebyeee!

xoxo, ;D

Time ticks awfully

2009-03-30T23:13:00.000-07:00

*gah, people tend to get into my gahdamn nerves like super duper seriously dude! I can't take it. I can't take it anymore. I can't fuckin take it anymore! Shits get uglier and uglier everytime! UGH, just arrrrrrgh!
Whadevs, ya'll losers. Pathetic shitholeface bitch!

WHO EVER READS THIS, this is MY fuckin blog! NOT YOURS! NOT ANYBODY ELSE'S!

GTFO if you have problem. SHIT! mind ya own life if you don't have want to waste ya time reading my bullshit or what so ever! &plus nobody's stoppin you on reading my shit. so blah. i ain't even gon waste my time on whoever you are tryna hate. won't you make your own then! shitface. I pity you! hahahah.

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So I posted a new post, right? Tell me why it ddnt fuckin showed on my blog? What the fuck man! UGH. Anyways. Fine day today. yaaay! Didn't go to school. I wake up realizing i have to go to school. But fuck i decided not to. So I ddn't. Called Mark, picked up &told him i'm stayin home. IMed Kat sayin i'm not goina school today, just to let her know. She ddn't say anything though. IDK. She might've said something maybe I ddnt see, oh well.

My boyfriend told me that his mom asked about his " myFavs" and asked about me if I have a fone. So he said no. Of course I don't! Lol. So she said to add me on his myFavs. So basically, i'm gettin a fone! &he is buying it for meeeee! :D
YAAAAAAS! I am gettin a fone (= Finally! Lol.

Soooo super excited, its bout mothafuckin time! lololol.
he's too good to be true of a boyrfriend. &i loove him for that. not b/c he spoils me w/ extensive gifts, material things; he shows me with effort & appreciation. yamsayin? so hmm. can't wait. hehe.

ohkaaaaaaay then. i'm sleppy &supaaa tiiired now. so bye fools. ;D

Kuya Wesley, Ate Marie w/ my niece Samantha, Me, &Meriel

Them, for always!

W/ my niece, Sam, Ate Marie, & Jill

xoxo, ;D

Bitch!

2009-03-29T10:20:00.000-07:00

I pity you, poor thang. It's sad how you make up stories as if people would give a fuck about you. Hell naw, they wouldn't. Yea you get what you want but not what you need. You're just too dumb to know the fact that you're sucka fa gettin somethin or SOME ONE, especially. The world doesn't revolve around you hunn. Pathetic bitch. You're doing too much. Like foreal, foreal you're not even all that! Shit. You're gettin to people's nerves! Seriously.

asdfghjkl; Bitchass. I fuckin hate you! You are too fuckin self centered bitch! Gah!

I am not jealous/ insecurre. Its bout time to let ya kno, nigga. Shits gettin uglier everytime though. I am tired of your bullshit! You needa get a serious life yaself. FOREALS!

+Plus, when you're with your "friends" niggga you ain't fair. You actin unfair. Shit. jtfsghszkh goasghsh this shits aggravating me to the fullest! fuck bithces to the maxxxxxxx! My bad. I don't wanna sound rude or what not but shit, she gets on my nerves! Its just annoying &ifckn hate her! ><

Vulnerable

2009-03-28T12:25:00.000-07:00

Ugh, i hate this feeling. Everything is all over the place. Like seriously, every where i go, what ever it is, who ever i see, damn, everything seem to go out of place.

Life hates me. OHH, good Lord. Please fast forward time.

I hate hearing myself complain.

I hate how people are too self centered! gah.

I hate how that hoe act like the whole mothafuckin universe revolves around her.

I hate how I still don't have a phone, it's a bummer!

I hate school.

I hate doing essays.

I hate you!

=(
goodmorning, sunshine.
bye.

Empty

2009-03-26T00:50:00.000-07:00

To Mark:

" i'm so glad, i got mine."

' the weather so breezy. man, why can't life always be this easy?'

^Meriel was our long time Paparazi. &when my boyfriend had his long, ugly hair 0_O

So, I feel like shit. Everything just seems to fall apart. Constantly. Not slowly but instantly. I don't even know where to start how to stop. What to do? We've been fussin & fightin. It's not even cool. Its too much. We're both gettin sick & tired of this shit. Can we please back it up a little? I'm scared it might come to the end that i don't wanna get knock down & get up empty handed. You know? I want you & I need you. Its been what, 3 years? Yes, 3 years, regardless. Let's work it out. I don't say promise because i know to myself that, i don't & will break em.

asdfghjkl; nothen else more. I'll prove you wrong. Just watch me.

Three long years, boy. Don't you wanna make it 'till forever?

understimulated

2009-03-25T18:41:00.000-07:00

-- really now, i wonder why? hmm.

asdkhj,blkkeshgbk.xz.hn' srohjbn,zfhnb

today is gay.
kicked it with nins; it was tiring +laziness, complaints, lies, laughs, bbq pork, soda, pancit "anton" (thanks nins ;) -_- blah! talked to a complete asshole today. whatever, ya butt hurt! some hoe hooked they eyes on me. some nigga jerks tryna trade numbers while i was walkin home. wtf, idnt even have a gahdamn fone. stupid fucks! whatever whatever whatever. what the fuck everrrrrr! fuck you fats! step-bitch-mom irritates me into my gahdamn nerves! >< fat ass bitch, quit ya back stabbin talkin shit. ugh. fuck today! kbye

un-pretty

2009-03-25T01:44:00.000-07:00

'Tis Blog. This blog. This blog, nigga! so you see, its like everyone else's; no difference. who cares, i ain't trippin. maaaaaaaaybe? bbbbblah!

anyways. tuesday is a killer. i am super laggin >< gosh! everyday is a usual thang. dailly routine; school. friends. mark. home. I hate goin home. Just cause i do. Ohwell, aasdfghjkl; L-A-M-E O!

Is this bad?
*i've been cutting my hair bit by bit. i'm gettin tired of it =| idnt kno what to do with it! maybe i'll just cut it bald? LOLOLOLOL! siiike, hell naw! mhm. bye now!

***For ya pleasure niggasbitches!

^ luckily, igot a good shot

&drew; AND-DREW

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Lovely feet.

Just Lovely.

For my beloved.

yaaa, triiiiick!

YA! ilove to take pictures so bare with me if you wanna keep up. Kthaaaaaanks! =)

xoxo, ;D

tremblin'

2009-03-23T22:34:00.001-07:00

Hey Monday, it was EHH as usual. Woke up late. Rushed to school. SSR. 3rd, 4th, Lunch, 5th, 6th. After school; Nina and I don't know where to go, so we called up Kristine to kick it. But then, Nina's sister called her &told that they're goin to subway with Jhay. So we decided to go along. While walkin, Nina mentioned Christine (my Gurlfriend ;) that she haven't seen her for a min & so do i. So we decided to visit her. Surprisingly she was home. Talked for a while, giggled, chilled, ate, Had some good laughs, &more! I had fun. :D

*I apologize though, to Kristine. Cus we were suppose to go to her house & wait for her "prince Charming" to come & pick her up. Supposedly chill there but naw. Plan changed. Our bad tho, Tin ;) aha!

I miss Mark. Poor boy is sick =| Hope you feel better, biie!

i hate people who do too much.
they make me itch. they tend to simple ruin your life.
they can instantly could take over your spot, just like that!
its just not fair. you know?
oh, cruel world!
let me banished. for once. for a minute.
at least!
ugh. blah. whatever. shit. fuck. damn.

shame to those who
used me
for someone,
something. just to get their happiness &not give me
at least
some appreciation;
like "thank you, i'm happy now. bye."
s h a m e o n Y O U !

what the fuck ever, dude!

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you jealous? this is MY blog. not yours. i can say what i want, when i want. i can do what i want when i want to. so fuck off please! i knew it, in the first place, i'd have some ~~haters~~. ;) hii there!

bye.

SUNSET

i'd love to see the sun goes down, in real life reality...

xoxo, ;D

No title

2009-03-22T15:36:00.000-07:00

I have nothing to say. Just enjoy the following images (=

Uhm, no comment..

asdfghjkl; iget bored. you know?

CUTEST EVER!

She don't like it when we kiss her fat cheeks xD

She's just so adorable!

= D

her Owl

asdfghjkl;

Junk.

This drink's bomb!

Drew by Meriel

MOO MOO

Kill Time.

2009-03-21T10:24:00.000-07:00

reunion 2006; cousins + sisters

back in Sept. 2006; Banana Bitz's 19th. DAMN!

Yawp, they all are my SISTERS!

September 2008; Me& Meriels' b-day

My 17th!

= D

So i peeped on my sisters laptop & saw these pictures! Haha. Good times, good times though.

Off to meet up with Kazzy Joy @ Jollibee. :D yaaaaas! We're late.. aha. so i'm killin time waiting for my sisters to finish up; takin their precious time on the mirror though! GOSH! Let's go already!

kbye!

When Wind Blows

2009-03-20T16:34:00.000-07:00

my hair it irritates me! especially when you're inside the car & when the windows are open. ugh, ihate that.

i think too much. idnt even know what to say or how to start. so byeee!

meet my adorable niece, NAN =]

xoxo, ;D

GAMBARE! THIS, THAT, BLAH!

2009-03-20T01:14:00.001-07:00

3/18; Wednesday -- Ehh, just the usual. Nothing special. Been tired much though, its not even funny! After school was the usual as always! Supposed to watch movies w/ Bby but I saw Jace (bra-in-law) then went home, shared some Spam Musubi w/ Meriel-Chanchananan :D Played with my niece, Nan. Took a power NAP! Yes, POWER NAP! For like at least 30 minutes, aha. Cus i haven't been sleeping a lot. I need to do some hibernating though, shiet! Is this bad? I think i'm having Insomia. OH NOOO, NOOO, NOOO, NUUUU! -___-

Bidness. Saw Bby. Chit chatted. &she left me! Haha. 'sss all good :D
Mark backed-up. I was dissappointed. Whatever. Excuses, blah! Fuck yo shit! Yea, i feel butthurt about it. Wanna know why? Cus WE, US started this together & you leavin me hangin? Yea, exactly what i thought so. WHAT THE FUCK EVER! Understand yo shit? I ALWAYS DO! A L W A Y S. Yes, i am having hard feelings bout it. You care? Nawp. Why? fuck you. Fuck man! I just don't get it why you gotta always be at Subway?! I get the point that you have ya "duties" needed to be done but shiet, at least give some time. The fact is, you're always there! I know you have nothing else to do at home, i understand that. YES, that, I DO! ugh. idon't even wanna say no more. Done trippin, maybe? asdfghjkl;

=| BLAH, NIGGGGGGGA!

So i've been tryin to keep up with this (even though i only missed a day) . Hella into it, though. AHA! I wonder who actually reads my Blog? HAHA. Hey, you! hii there :D You enjoyin readin my shit? LOL! thanks for actually takin your time reading this (: haha.

3/19; Thursday

--Somewhat different. Woke up, called Mark. Got ready. Changed my niece's diaper : D played with her, fixed my self. walked to school. Got to Tutorial; Mr. Gold was MIA so there was a sub. Then 4th Period; did some reading stuff about Othello. Lunch; went to Gym, stayed there for a while then went to the Cafeteria, freeload some food. haha. Saw Diane eating Burrito (yes, yum!) bit some, spilled a CHUNK of beans on my pants >< that's what i get! lol. Thanks a lot, though, Diane! Should've never offered me some. AHAHAH, jk! Chit chatted, yada yada. 6th Period; as usual, Math Problems, nothen else, blah! After School. Chilled at Jollibee then went home. Pooped. Called Mark, waited. Shutted some eye for a bit. Mark came, played COD5; Nazi Zombies = D "scary zombies makes me fart, shot gun!" Got ready, got picked up by Kuya Wesly, went to My sisters house, Contacted peeps, ate & ate & ate. Yeaup! Then went home. Got a chance to talk to my Girlfriend. Catch up. It feels great :D I am glad. It was a nice convo too! I miss her. &yea, that's bout it. Gnite!

xoxo, ;Dane

Tuesday

2009-03-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a tuesday & it went smooth. Not really. Well kind of. BLAAAAAAAAAAAH! Nothen special happened, just the usual. Snoozed 10 more mintues, Woke up, called Mark, showered, got ready, Called Mark bfore i leave the house, walked to school, went to SSR, 3rd priod, 4th, Lunch, 5th, &then 6th; laaaaaaaaame-o! Then after school. Walked with April, thinkin WHERE THE FCK AM I GOIN WITH HER !? Tried callin Kriistine but idk her numero by heart ><>d up her fone for like 1234567890- times i called her so whatevs iguess, where ever my feet takes me.

.................. so i was almost at Nin's house w/ April wallking, All of a sudden then, I saw Nina's mom after me & Ape's separated, then yea, chit chatted a lil 'till we got inside the house. AND THEN! Nina's mom started to nagg & nagg & nag & nag & NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAG! no fuckin non-STOP! omfg, like seriously! Nina ddnt even give a fuck. AT ALL! wtf, while she nags (nina's madre) i was sittin next to nina as if i myself is gettin scolded as well. Wtfaawk, tho. As if she was my dad. like foreals, my dad is like that too! but shiiet, she is NON-S T O P. OMG, 'till the time we left she kept on nagging Nina & her sister. UGH. Its just ridiculous how parents are always like that. Especially when you have a FILIPINO PARENTS! shiet, i raise my hands, both of em, My Dad is a very very strict person like seriously. I mean you kno, feel me in, some filipino parents are just too typical. RIDICULOUS!

UHM soooooooo anyways. After we left nina's house, I met up with Mark. Here's a thing, it was bullshit! So he called Nina's fone then I answered, i told him i'm with em cus he told me last night that we're goina eat out so i txted him during 6thperriod but butt face ddnt reply so i was guessin he was still asleep. So iwas right. Then I decided to go to Nina's house then now that he ddnt even reply or answered any of my calls or what so ever. AND THEN! when he knew i was with Nina & Kristine; my P.i.C = Patners in Crime, btways :D he fucken tripped &what not. Pissed me off, like wtf dude! So by the time i was with him, he freakin ignored me for like a whole 5 minutes while my dumbass is compromising saying, sorry, sorry, sorry. Then, we make up. yayayaya, blah. So its all good. Then we walked home instead rather than eat out cus My sister want me & him to meet up with her. So when we got to my house, I saw my Dad & my sister outside. I was bouta open the gate but then i saw em then my dad asked me where were you blah blah blah..you kno. Then i told a fuckin lie. He wouldn't kno, fuck him. Haha. so then, yea, went to my sisters house w/ mark = D ate, chit-chat, went to tita Sonia's house then saw Sapna & Herren from my sisters Bidness thingay. Discussed stuff & yea blah blah blah. talk talk talk. Then done, went home. Played with my neice, Nan. Cut my hair. Yes, i did cut my hair! &i bet tomorrow, no one's even going to notice that I DID cut my hair. MY SELF. who cares. haha.

IDK what else more to say so gnite! KBYEEEEEEE!

The Stoop -Little Jackie.mp3

*&here are some pictures w/Mark cus itold him i have a blog & i put our pictures here, not really ;p but yea, sorry for makin you feel that you think i am pushin you away from me. I AM NOT! Never. You just doubt too much. Its k, i still love you ;) OHH &biie, if ever you read this, dnt be mad if i stay too late doing this. haa, you kno this is where i waste most of time & i put a freakin sweat into this cus i'm gettin into it. but dnt worry, beef curry. :-*

xoxo,
;Daaaane.

"you don't gotta look cute for me, truthfully."

&Ilove his sense of humor

Hehehellla cute!

=)

His camera fone, sucks ass like how he sucks my lips when he kiss me ;). lmfao!

Meet my Boyfriend, Mark (=

on a down fall

2009-03-17T03:03:00.000-07:00

Ohkay, so, Yesterday was a Monday. I hate mondays. i just do. I hate waking up early in the morning. Duh, who fuckin does? Seriously, i'm tired of life! i'm totally, super, over it. >_<

I just wanna close my eyes & get gone as if i was never existed. like foreals. BUT in a change of thought, I appreciate everything of what i have & everything. I just ask for too much, i guess. Maybe because I dont have what others have& to myself, i want them. Some people are just born lucky. I know for sure I AM NOT. But whatever, i tend to satisfy myself at least when i get something what i really want cus i need em. But seriously, i don't get it. OH fuckin WELL.

I think i need some more lessons to be learn about life. seriously now. I hate school with a m'fcken passion! but i love to see my friends; i feel like they are my escape of everything PLUS my boyfriend =] But on the reals, they are my escape. I appreciate them because they are part of my life especially when i don't have to think about "problems" you know. And especially those close one's; those who are always close & next to me; I thank ya'll with all my heart. Ya'll done good things for me & i just want ya'll to know that i appreciate everything.

Damn this is corny shit though, huh? Whatever, idnt give a shit what you think. (whoever are you reading this) "i say what i do say. so i'm through talkiin, so ima let you phase!"

I am not much of a talker, but ohwells. i am up for whatever goes down. its 3:27 AM, & i have school tomorrow but who cares i start school not 'till 9:45. mhmkay then, ima go hit the hay now. peace.

OHH &here are some pictures from my Bby's Debut:

we were dancing "single ladies" -beyonce; ifckn hate my legs! &look at those tighs -__-

The Pamintuan Sisters w/ the Debutant (me from the left, the b-day gruh, &my 2lovely sisters to the right ;)

The Ladies

Josephine & I

Beverly, Dane, Josephine

Meet my Best Friend :D

Damn though, it that took me some time. WTF!?
I wish i have my OWN laptop though. Stupid life. Stupid Lames.
I say WHATEVER, Its done deal. I get through with this.
FMFL! o.O

xoxo, ;D

Thirty Nine

2009-03-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

Hour & 28 mins. before now was my 39 Months (regardless) with my Boyfriend. YES, thirty nine months; 3 years and 3 months! :O thirty nine minus eight equals thirty one supposedly 31 months so minus the 8 months; because those times we weren't together but since we got back together again, we continued to keep counting & celebrating our number. HA! its pretty complicated but only me knows! whatever, i love him & that is all that matters. ;) I can't wait 'till we get married though, pwuahah! Well we ddnt do nothing special just ordered pizza & played COD5 Nazi Zombies; as usual, i got pwned -_- ohwells. So anyways, here's a picture of me & my boyfriend, Mark. Ohkay then, ima go nite nite now, School tomorrow! ugh, i still fcken hate life at th moment. but i'm glad i have someone to keep pushing me & inspiring me. I'm talkin about V ;)

Thanks, Mark :D I loveyou!

xoxo,
;D

What a night

2009-03-15T03:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my bby, Kathrine Rose Generao's Debut. and also it was Kristine Laurente's Party. I attended My bby's, b/c i really have to be there! Plus, Kristine's party was a little too late, so whatevs, i couldn't do anything about. And she was supposed to be at Kat's debut cus she's in the 18th Candles, 1 day before Kat's debut, Kristine told Kat that she wouldn't be able to make it cus she's going to do her party the same day Kat's Debut is; so Kat has to decide who she's going to replace Kristine for her 18 candles. So Meriel took the spot. Kat's debut was cracken; I HAD HELLA FUN! :D The food was bomb, especially the cheese cake! OH EM GEEEEEE. It tasted hella good yummy yum yum! Lol. But before the party, Me & My sisters have to get ready. I woke up around 12 noon, tried calling Mark; as usual he never pick his phone not until i call him 1234567890 billion times! So i chilled for a while, then called My sister to drop off the dress that im goina wear for the party. Then got ready; the basic, showered, &then blah blah you kno. Fixed my self don't kno what to do with my long & ugly hair, so i just curled it. Put on my dress on, did my own make-up; looked it the mirror &thought, whatever, i'm ready. &plus our ride was already waiting. We; me & my sister (Meriel and Ellen) car pooled with Ate Ann, Thanks for the ride (back & forth) :D ha. So then, we were at the location, It was at Patio Espanol... we were the very first to come! Cus Kat said, "be there by 5 pm" hella early though, girl! We waited for like 1 & 1/2 Hour/s 'till the party starts. It started at 7 instead of at 6! OMG, Me, Josephine, Meriel, & Beverly A. sat together, our table is Garnet &so is warren, but he came somewhat on time. So he ddnt have to wait for hella. And then FINA-fckin-LLY, some bread came, cus we were really starving as fck! &then we started grubbin w/ the bread & some butter. The bread were hella stale! but we ddnt give no fucks, we were hungry like a wolf! haha. So we ate em anyways, then some salad & drinks; fruit punch, soda &water. while we were eating, They were showing some slideshow; of course about the Debutante. &finally, the awaiting, our main dish! Started murdering my steak &some potaoes and veggies on the side. Some chit chattin on the side, some laughs &then we're full. Time passed, 18 roses, 18 candles, picture sessions, speeches, performances, &finally the dancing part! We just dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, took a couple of times of rest, drinks, &then danced again.Took some pictures &then yea, had hella fun! it was cracken especially when we're on the dance floor, dancing our ass off. &then yea, that's bout it. This nails are irritatin me tho, cus i cnt type properly, they too long. i got em done thass why, havent done my nails for a while. well anyways.....

*thanks bby for settin up a party like this, it shook some stress away! &yea, iloveyou! the cake was bomb (even though i ddnt get the chance to taste it) it looked yummay = D twas a cracken party! I had so much fun! &ima give you your gift that me & mark bought ;) its a bracelet!

& the BP, they looked hella nice & neat! :D &why did Lara left early tho? Hmm. well anyways, twas fun! arritey then, hittin the sheet now. gnite, kbye!

XOXO,
;DANE

"ridiculous"

2009-03-14T02:00:00.000-07:00

>_<" ugh, i just wanna close my eyes & let the world swallow me up!

"Life is a mothafcken bitch, then, you die!"

I'm definitely sick and tired of life right now! I swear, it ain't even funny. Why do we have to live when we all know that at the end, we're just going to die? what's the point? the whole mothafuckin point for? I just don't get it how life is. Like seriously! Wtfaaaaawk?! >< I hella hate my fuckin life at the moment!!! I needa get away like foreal, foreal.
My dad is irritating! i fcken hate him. I want to get away from this cruel, absurd world! At least for a minute.

sigh, hope everything goes well tomorrow. (*crossing my fingers*)

=|
=\
=(
whateves, everyone go through rough & tough days, times so blaah!

Well yesterday, i went to school got out 'till 2:20 then i got picked up by Mark then, saw Monroe & Vanessa and asked Mark if we could drop em off at Monroe's house then, yea. Then drove to subway, ate clam chowder, phillies sandwich w/ jalapeno; full. went to rite aide to buy his shaver &then got dropped off at Mark's then chill &fell asleep 'till we forgot to go to Monroe's Party. haaaa! Then went home &that's bout it. In many hours, we finna go to My Bbygirl, KAT's debut :D I'm excited. Hehehe.
arritey then, ima go hit the sheets now. k, gnite! Kbye!

xoxo,
;Daaaane.

What to say?

2009-03-13T01:05:00.000-07:00

Shiiistuff needed to be DONE (already) :

-Talk to Mrs. Davis or to any counselors
-Say 5 nice things to every people I encounter (even though I don't know em)
-Do work; homework! >_< & even at school especially MATH!
-No more skipping class
-Go to Fil-Am meetings (bby, don't B.I. me ;p)
-Attend Fil-Am dance practice at least once (i need an update, BOOGIE!)
-Monroe's Party?
-Bbygirls Cotty on Saturday 3/14/09! Woot, woot :D
-39 Months on Sunday 3/15/09 OHYEAAA!

-&helllllla much more ....

****NO MORE PROCRASTINATING! step, step, step, step!

*Step my game UP!

High there. So, iddnt go to school today (yesterday actually) just cus i woke up late. I hella procrastinate thass why! & It was my two best friends 18th birthday! i ddnt even get to see both of them -___- i am such a bad friend. Haha, well i know they'd understand :D haha. Anyways, i wish i am 18 already! so i could go clubbing, too. SIKE! I am getting there tho. Just 6 more months...asdfghjkl; i can't wait! ugh. whatevssssss.

My boyfriend just called to say Good nigh, I Love You, Ttyl, Mwuah! =) I am glad. I have nothing else more to say, I guess. Tomorrow again!

xoxo,
;D

W T F ?!

2009-03-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

I feel overwhelmed -____-

So its 2:03 A.M. &i'm still awake o_O my boyfriend would probably nag at me if he knows that i am still awake. Oh wells, anyways, i have been trying to figure out how to deal with this absurd yet "piece-of-cake" blog "thing". Damn though, i'm hella slow! Ｈａ　Ｈａ　Ｈａ. I think i could keep up with this ;) fashoo tho! ahaaa trust.

--OMG, i keep on takin a break on finishing this. Time is tick tackin, wtf!?? ineed some ZzZz >_< damn it!

*yawn, ima bouto KO foreals!

KBYE!

xoxo, ;D

F I R S T.

2009-03-10T02:02:00.000-07:00

SOOOOOOO, look who's talking! I finally have a blog! YES! :D I am damn proud cause' I never had the intentions of having one. I just thought, "why not try it?" so hmm, here I go Bloggin! Ha Ha Ha. I wouldn't probably get to update this everyday but i'll try my best.

The reason why I made one b/c i thought that, i'd rather do blog than do Journals. Why not type what you want to say or what you really feel than write 'em, right? its easier and better this way, i must say. BUT that doesn't mean that EVERYTHING i feel i hadda say here, naw , naw, naw, NOPE! &that don't mean that EVERYONE has one, that means i HAVE to have one. No, no. I ain't tryna be cool, cus i kno i am! ha, suck on that though. lol.

well, idnt really kno. ifeel like a noob though! haha. stupid brain never works -__- i'll update some more, & imeant M O R E, yes, later.

It's 2 :15 a.m. &i need some ZZZ. So gnite, Bloggers :D

xoxo,
;Daaaane.